Do You Love Me Still?- The Kooks
The past few days have been a real struggle. Bad enough for me to consider going back on my meds. But I know I won’t. I’ve been off of them for almost 3 years and I’m pretty sure my old psychiatrist is retired now.
And I don’t want to have to take them again.
Which is stupid. Because I also don’t want to feel like this.
And I’m getting even more anxious knowing by not addressing it I’m being irresponsible and stupid.
And I don’t even know what triggered all of this anxiety to begun with.
But it’s snow balling.
And I feel like an emotional paraplegic.